over the weekend !

I am very happy today...
actually was zapped out over the weekend....

i constantly remind myself not to "get involved" in activities....coz I so "like to be involved in activities" and goal-oriented. When will I ever get to be like my mum--stay at home and be a gd housewife and etc....?

as I write the above, I really want to, to learn how to cook, to clean; to iron. These are so impt, in setting up a home and caring for the family.

Yest. I visited an "aunt", actually my mum's fren. She just had a major op last year and now have a shop. She worked hard,to "raise funds" for herself next time when old. I enjoyed visitng her. Actually I had fun just helping her arrange the clothes on the mannequins and giving suggestions abt retail.

Then I went to the Orch library....actually God is doing so much moulding work in my life that I seldom like to stay at home or be doing nothing as my mind (which I "trained" slowly not to dwell on things, worry, etc) would wander. It is painful and lonely at times.
But I know it is a process. How to explain? In counselling terms I suppose, it is relief, temporary relief. In the long term, I would succeed in getting the breakthrough as I finally RUN to God again!!!!!!!
Which is what I felt last nite and this morn. Finally, the moulding process sees a new "fruit"--i.e. breakthrough in an area (two actually) God was helping me with.

Steady steady pom pipi

so much last nite too, got bombarded by three pre-believing frens abt life, love, finding a partner etc. I was actually zapped by them, coz I know them on and off in the Uni and then now we met up to catch up. It is good, hehe, but the two of them are guys, non-attached and like to question me why I dont choose non-christians....

Seriously, God has done a deep work in my life and continues to, so I try to explain but no debate, I know it is a personal thing and one day they will come to experience the depth and height of His love and the answers to all the questions they have !!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOD BLESS yoU!