ToDAY

many things happened tdy....

my gd colleague cum fren broke down.....(i) gd, coz she has been vvvv stressed out & overworked....also emotionally & physically down....(ii) gd, coz she got to release and find some comfort in grieving by crying....(iii) vv gd., she sort of reconciled wif a colleague

then i had a difficult time 'explain-clarify-ing' a situation to another client. half expecting a shout frm him really.

in the line of mktg, sometimes it is not abt a mask, becoz i am so myself. it is just tat i am so 'ambitious/competitive' in nature at times that my work attitude is- also, ALL the Way....
sighz. really, being so tat caused me to lose my integrity at times. Thk God He prompts me quite a bit to tell me, wait a minute....dun do tat....etc.
it is like a tight situation for me. THK God for tat colleague!~~~ she is really God sent. up till now, i tink it is only left her as a factor, else i wld hv thrown in my letter. Coz sincerely, after i "woke up" frm being the selfish me, i realise, there is a need to persevere/ hang in there for another...
okok, the part abt the client is this, he is v. emotional, the traditional Chinese-'jiang hu' kind. He would be a loyal customer, but also one without much thot/ calculation.
He was actually 'shivering with anger' as we spoke. And i really thk God. He has given the client some faith in me...despite me using hard marketing tactic. I know the client is terribly shaking.... i sort of hide it (as in the fear tat he wld hv a heart attack) within me...coz i dun wish to see him fall...
AHHhhhhhhhh.

Anyway, both my tat colleague and i are truly planning our exit out of the coy. Not tat it is the coy's intention tat things happened tis way. BUT, we can't do much liao....
and perhaps both of us r sick...we know, TIME is PRECIOUS; our lives shd be more meaningful - both for God and for ourselves.

We cld feel at times "our lives a waste/ work shd be more than a robotic act of earning a livelihood (nt paid rightly anyway for the amt of stress we r undertaking).
..after e meetings - wonder why so many things had happened. bUT anyway, v glad to be OUT of the office.
Met a fren....haha, so happy she and i watching Pirates of the Caribbean II. And, gg to a nice Tong Shui shop for dinner & dessert before the show. Sigh......somethg happened & the food ......yucks....
Hahaaa, dessert -we gave up waiting and went to the opp. shop and .....bad too.
Then we went to Suntec, she ate some porridge, ha....put too much soya.
THEN --- i was enjoying the show & she, fell asleep now and then.

Hope all is well with her and she knows God is speaking and reaching out to her.

AS for me, i realise, i dun like walking home alone at nite. really bad for a lady and quiet....