need to release....

am so stressed recently....

teared when i was wif the doctor last Sat
sigh.....the nurse has attitude problem ?!
had waited for 2hrs (yes, i acknowledge tat it is usu. on Sat, in a popular clinic)
and then asked her 2times how many patients more.... and then, she allowed two children's parents to 'intercept'. Reason - they are children, shd see the doctor first.
I wanted to go direct to the doctor when the next time she comes out and let her know. Coz i hv a next doctor's appt at 3pm and the time is ticking quickly by ~!!!!!

gosh, or maybe it is me, too anxious and no patience liao.
anyway, my mum stood up for me and told the nurse 1 more time and got ticked.
sigh, and me, being distressed, scolded her after the whole visit, .....
BAd me.
just becoz i felt she has 'ruined' my plan of going directly to the doc. for [the smart-aleck] i had thot to myself --- the nurse is the wrong person to tok to anymore ! go direct to the doc.

I need to let go.
Need to rest,
GOD, help !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

glad finally i am going for Worship Encounter retreat this Thur to Sat.
too many things on my mind, too many stuff I wana break-away from.

and my poor colleague receiving so much 'horrible s***' from tenants and family. she has much on her shoulders too.
GOD, grant us strength !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and coolness when all the bad things start to crop up & cause us stress.