Sunday, January 6

haapPy for tis first 2 Breakthroughs today - for yr 2008 !

I am so glad.. can see the breakthru' le.

First, for personal 'devt', to do housework. Now i can do more at home, at a quicker speed ! Yea, still v. few chores, too ashamed to type here... but can see d difference in myself. Starting to like to do... and really see steps (little steps) i take now to give priority to gg home.

YUP, learning to cook new dishes (e.g. Shepherd's pie) is on my list...


Second, for personal emotions, realised I hv let go of the rigidity and 'black-box' feeling of looking out for guys and anxiety of getting attached. YEAH !!!!!!!!!!! finally 'clicked'... duno how ! It's miraculous. Duno how to describe in words here. It is like, can wait. Peace, Joy and wanting now to let go to God really.
Unless i go 'crazy' by loneliness, which i did survive for many yrs, I tink God really did the work of Peace tis time.
Akan Datang !

The words are " not gg to plan; believe in His timing; determined to breakthru' fully "
Rainbow Cheers ! Finally, after i procrastinated in changing/ exercise more determination for the last 5plus yrs.. YEAH.

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